current mood: blah
*sighs* You would think I wouldn't be scared of anything, much less scared of seeing Atsushi. I blame myself for what happened to him. Probably more than Hide does. I know he's probably never going to talk to me again. If it were up to him, I would never see Atsushi again. Anyway, I did see Atsushi. I was shaking most of the time, but I don't think he noticed. He seems to be okay to a point. I know that what happened is still there. I want to talk to Toll about one, getting him out of that dorm for a while, and maybe into counciling. Something. Well, I've got some work to do, and I need to get a hold of Yutaka and find out if and when he's coming back.